FRITZ :3
WELCOME TO MY CARRD :3
this is information about me on a deeper level!! hehehrehhdshda ;3
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about me :3
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hello!! as you may know already, my name is Fritz. also known as Tux on tiktok (that's my fursuit name)
i am 13 years old, and i'm gay (i love men grgrgwgdgwa)
i have ADHD and also paranoid schizophreniai really like to play the drums, and as my career i'd love to be a human biologist. also something i'd really wanna do is be a youtuber. i just don't have the motivation to make youtube videos right now, but i hope i'll be able to be one once!!i am a furry and a dogboy! that's probably not really big news-i am from the netherlands, i can speak Dutch, english and german!!
i learned german because i think it's just such a beautiful language, but dang is it also a hard one DXi looveeee to rant and talk about my hyperfixtations (and other things i like but not hyperfixtate on) to people, it makes me so happy :3
also i am a satanist.. so if you hate on that i suggest you leave :Pthat's kinda the about me!!!
hyperfixtations
I have five hyperfixtations, they've all been my hyperfixtations for a super duper long time, and i still like them!!
the five being: fnaf / tf2/ markiplier /COD and biology. i will be explaining why i like and hyperfixtate on these!!FNAF:
fnaf, i got into it when i was like 6 years old, i just love the lore, it's so complicated but that's just what makes it cool. also really like the game style, i remember being absolutely terrified of FNAF 1 wich is still my favorite game. my favorite characters of this game are probably montgomery gator and literally every bonnie version, i just love bonnie a lot
TF2:
tf2, also just called Team Fortress 2 is a game where there's two teams, RED and BLU (no, BLU is not a spelling mistake, it's just what the team is called) RED and BLU basically fight against eachother, there's 9 different classes (characters) those nine being, soldier, medic, scout, demoman, sniper, heavy, spy, pyro and engineer (also some other characters but that's part of the comis/lore, such as miss pauling/the administrator and owners of MANN. co) but the game/comics/lore and SFM videos are just amazing, i've loved this game for long but am HORRIBLE. at the game, i main medic :3 my favorite characters are: medic, spy, scout, miss pauling and snipermarkiplier:
i also got into his videos when i was around 6 years old, always watching his FNAF videos that's how i got into him. his videos are just so funny. his name is 'markiplier' because his name is ''mark'' and he added ''multiplier'' because he has multiple characters, he has musicals and stories for all these characters and they're just the best!! my favorite being ISWM (in space with markiplier) and my favorite character is wilford warfstache. he's just very sillybiology:
i honestly don't even know how i got into this one. i just always have liked and had questions about the human body, and when i started to get biology in school it was the best thing ever. i love everything about biology but my favorite part must be the human body, especially anatomy and organs. my favorite part being the heart , like.. it's so cool!?COD:
call of duty, i've loved this game for so long, my dad always played it and i could sometimes also play. i still play the game and i really like it (i don't really pay money to the game tho, i have the free version :P)
my favorite character is König and ritchofen they're very cool :3
my kins
i am a kinner/i kin characters. kinning meaning relating to a character so badly you call them your ''kin'' i have some kins!!
here is why and who they aremedic:
medic, from TF2 is one of my kins, why? i kin medic because we have a lot in common. he has a horrible self worth, he thinks he deserves everything but at the same time thinks he deserves nothing. his traumas shaped him in the way he is today and not in a good way. i heavily relate to medic in more ways too and so he´s one of my highest kins!!miss pauling:
also from TF2.. i really can't explain this one i just find myself relating to her a lot :pscout:
also from TF2. he's one of my high kins too. he probably has ADHD and so do i, he uses his hyperfixtations to cope with hard times. he does stupid things/tries to be funny to get the attention of others, he's insecure so tries to act tough and or funny to cover it up and make it seem like he isn't insecure. he has daddy issues (i have parent issues, both mother and father)sniper:
i also kin sniper, first and biggest reason because he has a horrible relationship with his parents (in meet the spy he said himself they didn't care about him + the comics)
he's content to being alone, atleast so he thinks. he's good at what he does but the second he tries/does something he doesn't know he falters. he doesn't care what people think of him/if they think he's weird, he also doesn't care if he fits in or not. this is a mid-kinCC/crying child/evan afton:
from fnaf. i kin him because he was mostly neglected his childhood, his family never had the time/space to care for him or listen to him. he's very sensetive too. he used plushies as a coping mechanism. it's kinda a mid-kinwilford warfstache:
a markiplier character. he's not really a high kin, but he is one. he's really silly and funny, but besides that he's known to get easily angered too. he's really protective of the people he loves and would do anything to protect them. i can kinda relate, so my kin.dazai:
from bungo stray dogs, he's also not a really high kin but still one!! the reason why is kinda because Dazai is overly dramatic. He takes most of his actions as a joke, and, although they are very well-thought plans, he does not credit himself for most of what he has done. Dazai likes to tease anyone and everyone, especially if it means that he can get a laugh out of it. As a suicide maniac, he often attempts to commit suicide in comical manners, but he oftentimes fails or gives up on it when such methods are painful. i can relate to him.basil:
from omori, this is a mid-kin, not low, but also not high. basil seems to develop strong emotional attachments to many of his possessions, as he will never throw away anything, no matter how worthless it is. (i do this too XD) he's being rather insecure and fearing the thought of being perceived as a burden, hes rather cheery, yet shy and humble. He is quick to forgive. i can relate :3simon henriksson:
this is a mid-kin, like basilSimon has lived with mental problems for a long time, which has proven to be anxiety and depression (wich i also have) he also injects something in his arm sometime because of stress, (i also do this, not injecting but SH) Simon did not socialize often in his younger years. i really relate to him sadly.mimi ushka:
from psycho cuties, this is a very high kin. i relate to her a lot Ushka seems to have a cautious nature towards strangers. she's very useful to dr. masacrick and she thinks dr, masacrick loves her, because she's needed and useful. dr. masacrick also says that he loves her but he tends to get angry and abusive too. the relationship between them is mostly fear. dr. masacrick hurts her because he ''loves her'' and ushka is convinced that's the truth. this is a very high kin as i relate to her a lot, sadly.König:
call of duty, main reasons; he's suffered from severe social anxiety throughout his years and got bullied a lot. that's also why he wears the sniper hood, because of his social anxiety and not wanting to be seen a lot with his face, also because he has scars and wants to cover those up. but it's also to intimidate/scare people on the battlefield.shoya:
from a silent voice, this is also a mid-kin. After facing the consequences of his actions for the next five years, Shōya has become a very isolated and self-loathing person in his late teens. He has grown to deeply regret his past actions and believes himself to be unworthy of happiness. Even after befriending Shōko, Shōya is very self-critical and doubtful at first, unsure if his desire to be her friend is genuine or if he’s trying to satisfy himself. He is also shown to be quite dense to the feelings of himself and others, having outbursts of anger or crying without knowing why. shoya also wanted to kill himself. i also relate a lot to him sadly so he's one of my kinsspy:
tf2. main reason because a lot of people dislike him and he acts like he doesn't care, even if he really does. he's afraid to get close/attached to someone because he's scared of it ending up bad anyway like it did before. no one knows about his past and he'd like to keep it that way, he's a mid-kinwill graham:
will explain once, too lazy.hannibal lecter:
also too lazy, will do laterthese we're all of my kins!!
medic, scout, ushka and König are my highest kins!! :3
other things i like
here are some other fandoms/shows/games etc. i like but not really hyperfixtate on!!mouthwashing:
it's a new game and i really like it!! i guess it's kind of a sad game too, but it's a really good and well made game. i don't have the game myself but i watched markiplier play it on a stream. my favorite characters are daisuke and captain curly :3sally face:
i don't really have a story to this, i just really like the game and the characters, my favorite sally and larrypsycho cuties:
it's a ''series'' on youtube (one episode sob) but i really like it, it also has my highest kin!! ushka. it's kinda about a girl who is created by a scientist (dr. masacrick) and he's obsessed with her, he broke her legs so she doesn't run away from him, just watch it yourself on youtube for more info XD. i must say TW for some stuff before you watch it, it's kinda uncomfortable but i like it because i heavily can relate to ushka.psychology/torture/murders/cults/cannibalism/etc..
i'm really interested in the way people think and why and how people think about like for example the urge to kill/have cannibalistic urges. i think it's really cool to find out and try to understand why people do this (I DO NOT SUPPORT WHAT THESE PEOPLE DO!!)
again, i do NOT support it, i'm just interested in learning about it.
it's fascinating :3poetry/deep messages
i LOVE poetry and deep messages a lot, i'm not even sure why i do they just are amazing and always so well made, my favorite messages are
''the hands that cradled your face and tilted it upward to kiss your forehead are covered in unfathomable quanities of blood.'' ''but they cradled me, yes..?''
and
´´dogs are so weird, no matter how much you´ll hurt them they´ll always love you''''i am a dog, kick me and I'll crawl back. tail tucked low, begging for the scraps of affection''
becuz i relate a lot to them ;3
or songs with deeper meanings and stuff like that are really cool, mitski for example; i bet on losing dogs.hannibal:
oh my days guys i LOVE hannibal so much, the story, the characters, everything about it like HRWIUFHWAIUF FREAKING OUTTTSCP:
i've loved SCP for so long now, i remember making my own SCP ''gear'' when i was like 6, making guns, laptops, potions etc. SCP is just so awesome and i love the characters and story/lore, my favorite SCP is SCP 049, 999, long horse and favorite characters are class-D, the soldiers and scientists.(more may be added once, i'm just lazy)
ships i like!!!
i'm an multishipper so ship a looootttt of things, here are some i like from some fandoms i'm in!!! (may update, rn only TF2)
(but never will i ship Pyro, given he acts childish and that'd just be.. gross..)tf2:
medic x heavy (canon asfff)
medic x engineer
medic x spy
medic x sniper
scout x miss pauling
miss pauling x zhanna (heavy's sister)
soldier x zhanna (canon in comics)
scout x sniper
sniper x engineer
engineer x spy
engineer x soldier
demoman x soldier
spy x sniper (i don't like this much, as it's canon they hate eachother but still wkdhwifjwa9f)
my socials
my steam number is:
1164423719
and discord is:
dr.fritz_ludwig